mozart & the whale.

I'm writing this with tears in my eyes, tears over my cheeks and tears on my shirt. Guess what I've been doing for the last one and a half hour? Indeed, watching another movie and crying out my eyes.

The movie I've just watched is called 'Mozart & The Whale', another love story to put on my list as love-stories-ive-watched-and-cried-during, haha. Also, as I do mostly, I write down certain ideas, feelings, moments, thoughts, etc. Which I'll write down here below, so I can read it afterwards and hopefully see things more clear.


Sometimes it are the small and funny, crazy and weird things that can really make your day. - Didn't I just post this like a few days aswell.. - It's like wearing a skirt under your tshirt, a drawning in your agenda or a doll in your bag.

I guess the real meaning for going out, trying to or actually having fun, meeting other people and travel around, simply is the feeling of not being alone. Which we can all be, or feel like, in this big big world. Isn't that weird? I dunno.

And if theres one thing in life I truly would love to have, something I really really want. It's not a Birkin Bag, it's not those new Lanvin glasses and it's not the trip to Tokyo. It's to find true love. Someone so special, who makes me feel so incredible, so wants to build up that tent in the livingroom or dace with me in the rain. No matter where we would go, anywhere would work out, simple because we would. The love of my life. Somewhere, like all the others.


My dad once told me that real friends arn't the ones who are there with you during the fun and nice moments. Real friends are the ones you can call anytime, anyday, in good and bad, or even in really worse moments. Real friends are hard to find, but if you're lucky you'll meet them on your road. And while reading this, I hope you know who they are.

And so it sucks that at a horrible moment, you wern't there. You didn't even tried and that you're still not here. It sucks and I hate it, I hate it. And I don't believe you're ever going to be a real friend after just writing this down.

-Tears-


I think next halloween I'll dress up as a whale. And if I look like a fool, you can blame the movie. Ha. Or maybe I should just buy the suit and wear it to fashionweek, theres not a big difference, is there? Ha.

Or maybe it's not a new suit we need, maybe I should just buy myself a pet. A fish, which I'll call Bubbi. Or maybe Fish, I wonder if theres anyone named Fish, like a real person. I'll put this next to Penn and Stift, names on my list, marked as favorites.


So thats it for tonight. I guess now I can finally press play again to finish the movie, as I wonder who did the styling, who was weird, but nice. In a cool way.



source: youtube.